messy

Hubby is out of town for few days.  Last night is the first night without him ever since my twin deliveries.

I left the company sharp at 5.30pm yesterday.  Went to mil there for dinner and thought of leaving the house earlier to let my 3 babies sleep earlier.  However, Ting woke up straight after i had my lunch and cried so loud and non-stop.

I left mil's house at about 8pm while mil was carrying Ting (still crying) in the car.  She kept crying on and off throughout the journey.  8.30pm, reached home and i tried to change her clothes.  She got stop for a while but later she continued again.  Then, the whole night, the routine started - milk, cry, sleep for 30 minutes, cry, milk, sleep for 30 minutes.  I kept carrying her and holding her throughout the night without any helper.  It was really tiring.

I think i slept less than 1 hour last night.  I was so tired until this morning nearly bang on a car.  I wonder how i am going to pass these few days. 

Again, i drool off just now in front of my working pc.  Oh Gosh!